March 23, 2010
It takes a lot of effort

to be in a long distance relationship. And I’m learning this first hand. I drove almost two hours yesterday just to have a simple pizza dinner with my girlfriend. We then both drove back to my house just so we could fall asleep together. That doesn’t last very long because she has to leave at 4 in the morning to make it back for school. We do this on a weekly basis. Her visiting me. Me visiting her. Sometimes I wonder, is all of this worth it? All this time and money? But then we have these good ass conversations that help me understand why we do this.

I like this girl. A lot. She makes everyday worth it. Every dollar spent on her. Every minute driving just to see her. To me, it’s worth it.

I’m at her place, yet again. And even though she’s taking a nap while I just sit here, I still appreciate the time we have just being next to each other.

Sometimes I envy those in a relationship with someone in the same city as them. But it seems like they sometimes take for granted the time they get together. And I don’t want to do that.

Anyway, I’m rambling like crazy. Lol just had to get this off my chest.

And I doubt you’re ever gonna read this, but baby, I love the effort we put in to see each other. And I love how you make time for me. I promised you before, and I’ll promise you again, I won’t stop trying.