For some reason, I’m really in the mood to blog. Lol I haven’t used this thing in so long. I’m hoping this tumblr helps me to express myself, save things I can look back on and remember, improve my ability to write (‘cause God knows I’m below where I need to be), and figure myself out. I just need something to be there for me so I can vent and yell and scream. I really hope I can stick with it. Getting pretty excited now…hahah so let’s get started. :)
So earlier today…I don’t know what it is. My insecurities? Jealousy? My controlling behavior? Ugh whatever it is, I don’t like it. I say some stupid shit and then we start arguing. I mean, we’re better now, but was it all worth it? I don’t even think she really understands where I’m coming from.
Hm…lemme back it up, give a little background information for those who need it. I am a 19 year old female, living with my girlfriend in SJ, Cali. Oh, and our dog lives with us too. :) His name’s Kai.
The situation: Random girl gets her phone number at the club, then adds her on facebook.
I have a right to be a little angry about this right? Or am I overreacting? I’m supposed to be confident in my abilities to keep my girl around right? Lol, if you really know me, you’d know how hard that is for me. I mean, I try not to say anything that makes me seem jealous, but my insecurities step in. Oh well, I guess next time I wanna say something, I’ll just post it on here instead. Haha this did help me get it off my chest. :)
